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SelinaKyle

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Changes...

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My studio/office is done and I am now a full time freelancing/self-employed graphic designer & photographer now -since the 1st of April.

Sad news...my father passed away at the 12th of April this year. I still lack the words for the continuing depths of the disaster, still unfolding for my heart and soul.
And I thought myself so brave and smart for looking death in the eye, preparing, talking and thinking openly upon his ineviteabke end. Truth is, the REAL thing, when it finally happens, is not subject to nay kind of preparation EVER. Damn.

But MY life goes on.


For whomever is still stumbling over my profile here and whom it might concern


www.truthdesign.de


My (not yet finished!) website.





Thank you DEviantart and all those true people who continue to spark my existence with beautiful things from their hearts and souls



<3
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Ooops

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Ok, it´s me, I still live.

Married 3 Weeks ago (who would have ever thought....?)

More to come soon, hubby and me bought a house, my darkroom will be finished shortly along with my studio---yay!



<3
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Ahem

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I`ve been neglecting my journal duties (if one might call it that) in a shameful way again *sighs*

I keep it short:

My dad is still alive, though seriously ill for the after effects of the terrible fire desaster in December 2008.
My life changed forever in any way possible after that, not all for the bad. In fact I`ve become the better woman inside myself, or at least it feels that way.

Well, I had to leave my studies unfinished without my diploma in March 2009, for my family was not able to support me any further.
- No the insurance compmanies still have not paid their share, those goddamned bastards from hell.

I worked in a nice design office until the end of September last year, then had a glorious offer by another company in Cologne (the rival city of Düsseldorf were I was born), so I moved together with my Cologne bf, to find out that they would not pay me or taxes, or anything at all...well one of my sisters ex bf`s is a laywer: We`ll chase them to the moon and back until I get my money.

So back to Cologne: I am currently living with my wonderful boyfriend and my cat (the traitor loves my sweetheart more and has succumbed to the treats he always gets in secrecy ...;)) in a rather small flat and apart from beeing a little poor (me not my bf) and with a non satisfying job offer working in a nice store, I am quite happy.

No happier than ever before :heart:

During the next weeks I will finally launch my own photography website, so be prepared!


Thank you all :blowkiss:
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A lot happened.

In fact the worst I`ve ever seen in my life -so far.

On the 14th of DEcember there was a fire in my parents home, my father barely lived, stayed in artificial coma for over 4 weeks.
Four horrific weeks for us, his family, as we would not know wether he would live through the next day during those dark days.

Over all the events I had to quit my studies and am now working at a small design-office close to my home city.
I have my driving license now, but have to drive my sisters car, as I wasnot able to afford the perished Opel Record Oldtimer...


Yet I am so very, very grateful: I got to know who my father really is, how very close we are and for every wonderful moment we can share.
He still is in mortal danger, as his liver is having more than a hard time dealing with the grave smoke-poisoning he recieved during the fire. He keeps refusing my sisters and my offer to receive a living transplant out of our livers and is waiting for someone`s who does definitly not need his or hers any more:-(

More to come soon, hopefully.

I am fine, truly.


Selina
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Feel the seasons change
Unwavering like waves
October haunts me
We'll be allies all my life
Cold autumn days
Turn my mind back to a time
When I was alive
Not unexpectant
Let alone scared
Lighting candles
I'm slowly drifting back
Sometimes
Sometimes
We're living so close to the answer
Sometimes
We're wasting our chance to the censor
Inside us
Sometimes

de.youtube.com/watch?v=n6KayJp…


I need not tell teh same tale twice.
Its bad enough I lived it twice in the recent year.

-So enjoy this beautiful song and all will eventually be good one day. Or at least:  Bearable.

Selina

Btw: Did I tell you I am about to buy myself an oldtimer?
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